Pain. Not a foreign concept.

I don’t matter, do I? I’m too much. I’m not something people can handle. I just want to feel important, I want to feel loved.

I’m sick of feeling like the world is doing me a fucking favor.

I’m sick of being fucking protected. Tell me what you think you need to. Spare my god damned feelings no more, it’s not like they matter one fucking bit. Because by them being spared for the moment, you’re just making it worse in the long run.

Grow some fucking balls and tell me whats up.

Quit being afraid of hurting me, quit playing nice.

You ALL fuck me over in the end anyway, why should you be any fucking different?

I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to fall in love but I did.

I fell in love with the one thing I can’t have.

I’m more pissed at myself than I’ll allow you to believe.

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